Sometimes I want to give up. I often want to give up. I don’t give up tho. I am prepaing to surrender to the Creator. Sometimes fighting just makes you feel like you’re fighting yourself. Fighting a wold who ultimately wants to kill you. I don’t give up tho. Don’t pray for me. If I’m not suppose to have it, I won’t. I do recognize that everyone just wants to feed off me. It breaks me heart every second of the day.This isn’t about Love.